R E N O U V E A U C I T Y
adventures in the real life of a polymath...
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
relentless
things take hold
do u let them?
things grow roots
do you water them?
love pounds doubt into dust
enter the wrecking ball...
to what do u aspire?
does ur ambition align with ur heart?
will u live for pieces of paper devoid of any "real" eternal value?
for glory? or the lust of hollow vanity?
or...
would u risk it all for a feeling?
a thousand ships launched
a thousand men slain
a thousand mountains overtaken
a thousand deserts traversed
all for a feeling...
but what a feeling!
the double-edged sword
joy immeasurable
pain intolerable
f*ck it. I'm all in
...relentlessly...
*dimple*
Thursday, March 18, 2010
It only gets better...
what i have found defies description
it is the rarest of precious things
that thing, that when it happens, humbles you. deeply..
obliterating ALL skepticism of a God who can read our hearts & then craft something leagues better than what we could have ever imagined
things like this happen once in a lifetime
if that..
leading you to crumple up your suddenly foolish set of rules
and throw them into the fire, where they will certainly burn up
becoming ash and floating to places unseen
& to think
it only gets better...
Monday, February 1, 2010
"the bk gypsy" is almost upon us..
recording for the project will be done by the middle of February, just in time for the season of lovers..
I'm so proud of the work that Mr. Graham & I have put forth so far; still a ways to go, but my excitement level is outta here..
soon you'll know what a BK GYPSY sounds like, but for now you can see what it looks & feels like by clicking here..
cheers, and thank you for visiting my lil' place in space.. ;)
R
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Sunday, January 24, 2010
the perfect orgasm part I (the pleasure principle)
so you want the best that life has to offer, do you?
prefer the "estate" over the lil' house on a prairie?
the "timepiece" instead of a time-x?
the status symbol driving machine
as opposed to the "lil' hoopty" u were thinking about picking up at an auction?
I bet you're shoppin' for the closest thing to the "movie portrayal" mate too, huh?
well...
nothing wrong with desiring any of those things
heck. there's nothing wrong with pursuing them, for that matter
but my question to you is...
what amount of pain are you willing to subject yourself to in order to attain the pleasure of acquiring them?
the perfect orgasm is a most beautiful thing...
it is, in my humble opinion, one of the greatest and most mysterious inventions that God has ever graced upon humankind
yes. that's how I'm feeling right now
so if you are not an adult, &/or the squeamish type, please see yourself to the exit door of my blog right now..
this is grownups only talk right here..
now where were we?
ah yes...
the perfect orgasm is quite literally like no other thing that this earth has to offer, & when it is right, it satisfies every fiber of your being, to the point of the ethereal, & with an intensity that is absolutely peerless in this world and I'm sure in many others too.. lol
now I can sit here and ramble on, (trust me) extolling the virtues of the perfect orgasm, but that actually isn't the point of this post
I'd much rather examine the deep-seeded (no pun) relationship between the perfect orgasm, & our own pursuit of happiness.
some of us toil each and every day to make ends meet
some of us live for the love of money and material things
some of us even collect nostalgic pieces throughout the course of our lives
but when we ask ourselves the question: "how am I, really?"
the truthful answer is seldom: "absolutely satisfied!"
The answer lies in the DNA, if you will, of the perfect orgasm
locked inside of the P.O. is the absolutely flawless balance of pain & pleasure
hmmn, I guess opposites really do attract after all, don't they?
that amazing feeling is not the same as a tickle, or a massage
these things can be great, but they're rarely in the same conversation as the P.O.
this epiphany hit me in the shower, of all places, as I was rewinding time and pondering some of my most amazing, err, ummm, you know... (blush,blush)
now I don't know about you, but if I look at the world, & how densely populated it is, I can only surmise that there are quite a few people who would tend to agree with me on this topic,
and if that's the case, then I think its certainly something that we ought to give just a bit more thought to!
preferrably after the act, of course..
If I were to sum up this first of my 2 part examination of the P.O. and how it relates to life, I would do it like this:
everything that is worth anything comes from a perfect balance of pain & pleasure.
if life hurts too much, then it becomes practically unbearable
but if everything is all positive, all of the time, then would we not be in danger of desensitizing ourselves?
I'm just saying.
both states, when unbalanced, have resulted in crushed empires, ruined marriages, and scores of suicides
But what if we learned to apply the principle of pleasure that is only found in the perfect orgasm to the rest of our life?
hmmn, hmmn, hmmn..
to be continued...
Friday, January 15, 2010
attention is one hell of a drug
far be it for me to attack her in a public forum for ultimately being nothing more than a confused child
strung out for attention like those who endure the darkest night for just another "hit"
she knows she ain't gettin' that "puree"
but she craves it anyway, because as she puts it: "something is better than nothing..."
almost got tangled in that web, can't front
shit, I might still have a strand or two dangling from my sleeve
no shame in trying
but my integrity would not allow me to be her next fool
guess I was a lil' too real, huh? or should I say pure, as in "pu-ree"?
a fiend always needs the "hit" to be right enough to mask their pain, but wrong enough to keep them, u know...
fiendin'
& all this hollow talk about "what kind of girl she really is"?
ha..
well I certainly don't doubt that in some deep, dark corner of her soul lies a princess in chains You know the kind: - dirty dress - mascara tears - crown jewels strewn across some dungeon floor just absolutely aching to be rescued
for what?
so she can dust herself off and f*ck the first half-blood prince she sees? (this is the part where I insert one of those silly, but ever popular social web acronyms like: "lmfao")
na hun, not me...
you can lay in that bed you made all u want, or at least until you learn the true definition of a woman.
til then, you can bet your bottom dollar that my bed stays warm every single night
sleeping like a much-loved baby, & living my waking hours like the absolute King that I am...
hey, at least you've been immortalized, no? isn't this what you always wanted? attention?
front for the cameras, but only you & I know what's real...
- fin
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
formspring.me
are you willing to teach up and coming producers the craft or do you go by "the game is to be sold not told"
I would be happy to teach. Teaching is one of the things I do best. Integrity reigns supreme..
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
avoiding trainwrecks... (via moblog)
There truly is nothing on earth quite as powerful as a choice. Choices can burn cities to the ground and also deliver life to the "lifeless"
Last night I got off of a train that I was somewhat of a passenger on. When ur a passenger, u are at the mercy of others. Sometimes others don't realize that they are headed for an epic trainwreck & it then becomes the sole responsibility of the passenger to "intervene". Unfortunately, intervention can get u left a ways off from home.
But that's okay...
better to take a long walk,
clear ur head,
refocus...
and then hop back onto "ur own life" and go everywhere that u always wanted to be...
I was at : 1472-1490 Broadway, New York, NY 10036,